screwed

i just wanna let you guys know that im soo screwed. im dead, im screwed
i owe so much money so ill have to work my ass off. fuckk

...

scarred for life.
jogging.
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post . survey

1.) Do you think you can last in a
relationship for 6 months without
cheating?
-yes.

2.) What color are your eyes?
~ dark brown-ish black
.
3.) What are you doing now?
~ uhmmm studying physics sort of. and msn ^^
.
4.) What is one thing you question a
lot?
~ why.. i just start with why..
.
5.) Do you lead people on?
~hmm.
.
6.) Are you married?
~ it says so on facebook =] to mim talusan
.
7.) Have you ever regretted letting
someone go?
~ hmm. i havent let him go, not quite
.
8.) Is there anyone who doesn't like
you?
~ im pretty sure theres a bunch of them
.
9.) Do you miss someone?
~ yes
.
10.) Did any of your friends go out
with any of your exes?
~whooops. it might be the other way around. but yeah.
.
11.) Are looks important?
~ to me it is.
.
12.) What are you wearing?
~ pjs + sweater
.
13.) Are you mad at someone right now?
~ NO NOT REALLY.
.
14.) Where do you keep your money?
~well, technically theres nothing to keep :]
.
15.) How did you wake up this morning?
~ uh alarm?i woke up late though
.
16.) Which is more romantic: sunrise or
sunset?
~ sunset
.
17.) Quick say a verse from any song?
~ black bandana sweet lousiana
.
18.) Would you die for someone?
~ i prolly would. but i dont know
.
19.) Last time in the hospital?
~ meh
.
20.) How many letters are in your
lastname?
~ wait. balingit 8 =]
.
21.) Do you like anyone right now?
~ i like peter pevensie
.
22.) What book did you read last?
~ im still working on THE HOST =]

skipper .

yes, today i skipped. haha lmao. i say it as if i dont skip a lot. i have no work today cause my sister and i switched shifts. yesterday was my only shift for the week. i know, SUCKS. i wont have money to pay my debtS. haha.

i know you guys (or you) are wondering why i have a new skin and why i have a new post. yeaah well, i dont know exactly whyy. i love TWILIGHT and that explains my skin. and then, uhmmm. i feel like i have to keep on posting stuff on my blog for whatever reason. teehee. i know im not making any sense but whatever. :]

i cant wait for AUG 2nd!! omg. that would be the release date of BREAKING DAWN, 4th book of twilight series. and on that same day, im gonna see parokya ni edgar live! i know. exciting much.

oh shitt. i think i hear my parents. brb. i have to go. i need to get the phone before they figure out that i skipped :\

dead.

this blog is dead. last post was on aug 27th 2007. thats like almost a year ago.

i hate these night. i fuckingg hate these nights. nights when im wide awake when im supposed to be sleeping or doing hw for that matter. its 12:43 am. i still have a lot of hw to do. but my minds not functioning at ALL. its not like its not functioning properly. ITS NOT FUNCTIONING AT ALL.

i hate it when i think too much. yeah, thats my problem, i think too much.
im missing someone. someone that im not supposed to miss. someone im not supposed to even think about. im missing people, people that have been part of my life but for SOME REASON, i cant see them. life sucks.lmaoo. but yeah, life sucks. why am i being such an EMO? why.. and why am i thinking. i need to stop thinking about stuff. and i need to do hw :D lmaoo. but not really. but i need to stop overworking myself. but i need money. i need to work cause i need money. jeez. i dont even know what the hell im sayingg.

im writing this shitt here cause im pretty sure no one goes here, NO ONE. and no one will read this. its just the matter that i need let something out. i dont even know what that something is. i just know that i have to let it out. why am i missing someone. why am i missing those times. why am feeling... why do i feel like im crying. oh, cause i am crying. meh.


i should not be doing this right now. i should be distracting myself from doing this. BUT no, im like encouraging myself. but i just miss it. i miss them. i miss...
im sorry.


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i had deal with myself. im not allowed to speak filipino in school anymore. never. and whenever im with my non-flip friends. deal deal. no filipino. no tagalog,i guess.

it has been proven that speaking in you own language have bad effects: problems, problems, problems, and problems with your friends.

P.S. im joking. dont believe me.
i think im actually gonna do hw.
NOT.
im going to sleep.
night.