dead.

this blog is dead. last post was on aug 27th 2007. thats like almost a year ago.

i hate these night. i fuckingg hate these nights. nights when im wide awake when im supposed to be sleeping or doing hw for that matter. its 12:43 am. i still have a lot of hw to do. but my minds not functioning at ALL. its not like its not functioning properly. ITS NOT FUNCTIONING AT ALL.

i hate it when i think too much. yeah, thats my problem, i think too much.
im missing someone. someone that im not supposed to miss. someone im not supposed to even think about. im missing people, people that have been part of my life but for SOME REASON, i cant see them. life sucks.lmaoo. but yeah, life sucks. why am i being such an EMO? why.. and why am i thinking. i need to stop thinking about stuff. and i need to do hw :D lmaoo. but not really. but i need to stop overworking myself. but i need money. i need to work cause i need money. jeez. i dont even know what the hell im sayingg.

im writing this shitt here cause im pretty sure no one goes here, NO ONE. and no one will read this. its just the matter that i need let something out. i dont even know what that something is. i just know that i have to let it out. why am i missing someone. why am i missing those times. why am feeling... why do i feel like im crying. oh, cause i am crying. meh.


i should not be doing this right now. i should be distracting myself from doing this. BUT no, im like encouraging myself. but i just miss it. i miss them. i miss...
im sorry.


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i had deal with myself. im not allowed to speak filipino in school anymore. never. and whenever im with my non-flip friends. deal deal. no filipino. no tagalog,i guess.

it has been proven that speaking in you own language have bad effects: problems, problems, problems, and problems with your friends.

P.S. im joking. dont believe me.
i think im actually gonna do hw.
NOT.
im going to sleep.
night.